nama om vishnu-padaya krishna-preshthaya bhu-tale
srimate bhaktivedanta-svamin iti namine
namas te sarasvate deve gaura-vani-pracarine
nirvisesha-sunyavadi-pascatya-desa-tarine.
*My Dear Srila Prabhupad*,
Please accept my humble obesiances at your lotus feet,
Association of devotees is the most valuable thing in the entire creation,srila prabhupad iam very very very grateful to you for giving me this opportunity to stay in the association of devotees even though iam not at all qualified in any way.
*Compassion of srila prabhupad :*
1)Srila prabhupad even though you very strongly emphasise in your books how sannyasi has to strictly follow his vows, and how obnoxious it is when sannyasi leaves his ashram, but when a sannyasi disciple of yours has left his vows and he got married, with a small kid when he has approached you, how gracefully u accepted him with lot of love and care towards him, gave so many gifts to his wife and children and encouraged them to practice krishna consciousness from wherever they are, such is the nature of your compassion.
2) Generally, when the spiritual master is on the planet, his murti is not installed in the temple, and when the South Indian brahmin, Sampat Kumar Bhattacharya, heard that your murtis were going to be installed in Bombay, in Vrindavan, and in different temples around the world, he traveled from Hyderabad to Bombay at his personal expense to give you shastric evidence that this practice was not encouraged. Because when the people see your murti, people will feel that they’re meeting you. They will think that you are sitting on the vyasasana, they will talk to your murti, say prayers, bow down to you, worship your murti, and touch your lotus feet. And as a result, you will suffer from taking on their karma. Out of affection for you srila prabhupad, the learned Bhattacharya gave many shastric references. He wanted to serve in this way so he gave his best presentation. he wanted to tell you that its not good to have your murti when you are alive,you listened to him patiently, and finally said, “Don’t you understand that’s why I’ve come?”that means you were ready to take the suffering of people and we could see how you felt very ill just because of this many many times, When Bhattacharya heard this, he immediately stopped speaking, folded his hands, circumambulated you srila prabhupad for three times, and then left. He finally understood who u are srila prabhupad ready to take any kind of suffering on yourself to protect the fallen conditioned souls.
Srila prabhupad you are the embodiment of lord nityananda prabhus mercy and extremely compassionate on the fallen souls.
*Book distribution:*
Prabhupad, you said very clearly that any way that people could come into contact with your books even they just touch it , even if they look at the picture, if they touch the book, you said they begin their devotional life. That is the power of your books srila prabhupad.
You told once you do not want money, or buildings or anything else,U simply want to see that your books are being distributed and because your disciples were doing that you are quiet happy.
You told once that Book distribution is your heart, that means if we are giving anyone your book ,that means we are giving your heart to them.
We also heard how you felt very happy by hearing book distribution report of srila bhakti tirtha swami maharaj ,who was distributing your books with all conviction.
Thank you so much srila prabhupad for sprouting a small desire in my heart to distribute your books this year.
I was very very happy being an instrument in distributing your books during last December marathon, where I could meet many many souls who are very interested to take your books, especially on marathahalli bridge and different temples and on the roads, many many souls have got your mercy in the form of your books.
And iam very happy to be instrumental in distributing your srimad bhagavatam sets where it was complete wonder for me to see how many souls have accepted your Srimadbhagavtam sets.
After marathon this year from narasimha Chaturdashi onwards I started distributing your books on regular basis, for few minutes in a day, and many many souls have received your books ,I feel great joy when some one heartfully receive your books srila prabhupad.
I have not got great attraction for different angas in bhakti, so I beg you srila prabhupad let the desire to distribute your books become deeper and deeper in my heart and I beg you to please use me as your humble instrument to distribute your mercy in the form of your books.
*Janmashtami preaching:*
And this year I was a humble instrument in your hands to preach about the philosophy of Krishna consciousness to the souls who have attended janmashtami in aecs layout, and few contacts of youth have been assigned to me to take care of them, I beg you srila prabhupad to please give me right intelligence to connect them to your lotus feet.
And I have been given the service of raising funds in our center , this year our youth forum was able to raise 6.5 lacs for the pleasure of lordships,I beg you srila prabhupad please give me strength and intelligence not to commit any Vaishnava aparadh while doing this service of fund raising.
*Prayers* :
I want to offer my heartfelt prayers at your lotus feet srila prabhupad,and also want to seek your blessings:
Please bless me srila prabhupad to hear holynames of the lord attentively,
To develop some taste in reading your books consistently,
My heart is contaminated with various anarthas , please purify my heart srila prabhupad so that I can serve you in more and more pleasing way.
My mentor kartikeya pr always speaks about urgency of becoming Krishna consciousness and hankering about Krishna, but I don’t feel any urgency to take your shelter srila prabhupad ,I beg you to please create some situations in my life where urgency factor manifests in my life to attain Krishna.
My guru maharaj always speaks about we have to be in the mood of servant of servant of servant, but iam an arrogant rascal, please help me srila prabhupad to give me this realisation so that I can be always in the mood of service to vaishnavas.
Your grand son,
Nikhil.