nama om vishnu-padaya krishna-preshthaya bhu-tale
srimate bhaktivedanta-svamin iti namine
namas te sarasvate deve gaura-vani-pracarine
nirvisesha-sunyavadi-pascatya-desa-tarine.
Dear Srila Prabhupada
Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet.
I am not qualified to glorify the pure devotee like you srila prabhupada but if you can
bless me then by following the order of other senior devotees, I can speak few word about
you his divine grace for my purification.
How great a mercy and honour it is just to be connected, through the many avenues you
have created, to the current of your endless grace. Greater still is to be able to approach
you, in prayer, with a hope to be engaged in your service by offering you a humble homage
such as this.
Srila prabhupada ,you have given me a place where I can know about my trueself (I am not
this body but spirit soul),about Krishna (the supreme personality of godhead) and my
relationship with lord Krishna( Servant of the servant of servant of lord krishna).
Srila prabhupada, you are always living with us in the form of your divine instruction in
transcendental books and your recorded lecture which nourishes the creeper of our
Krishna consciousness. You will always be pre-eminent acharya in your ever growing family
“ISKCON”, because It is your causeless mercy upon badh-jiva(condition soul) like me for
whom, you have sacrificed all your comfort life & even you left vrindavan dham and
traveled to paschatye desh to distribute the love of godhead at the age of 70 years. At this
age devotees generally prefer to stay in vrindavan and do not want to go out so that he can
die in vrindavan only .But you left all this just to fulfill the order of your spiritual master and
being compassionate upon conditioned soul. Oh my dear srila prabhupada, I pray to your
lotus feet & beg your causeless mercy so that I can also follow your instruction as it is by
following instruction of my spiritual master H.H Gopal Krishna Goswami maharaj who is
your faithful disciple.
When I hear or read about your struggle in India for preaching and forming the “league of
devotees” even though you were not getting mush support from public and government,
tear comes in my eyes thinking that how much you were compassionate upon us. When you
traveled by cargo ship, you got 2 heart attack on ship but still you did not lose hope and by
meditating on the lotus feet of lord Krishna, you were fixed on the mission of your spiritual
master Srila bhakti shidhanta thakur swami maharaj. I pray to your lotus feet again and
again on this auspicious occasion of vyas puja and beg your causeless mercy that I can also
get strength and eagerness to follow and preach the glories of sri chaitnya mahaprabhu
under the direction of my spiritual master.
Srila prabhupada, I do not know how to preach sri chaitnya mahaprabhu’s message and serve
you as your faith full dog. Even though I have desire to serve you but I am not able to do so
because of anartha in my heart. One thing I know that you can make me useful from useless
,wise from foolish and perfect from imperfect if you desire .Therefore, Oh my beloved srila
prabhupada , kindly bestow you causeless mercy upon me and make me dance as you
like, make me dance as you like.
It is mention in srimad bhagwatam(SB 7.7.30-31) that one should accept a bona
fide spiritual master. My dear Srila prabhupada, it is because of your causeless
mercy, I got shelter of the lotus feet of my beloved spiritual master H.H Gopal
Krishna goswami guru maharaja who is your very dear disciple and who has
dedicated himself in preaching, printing books & its distribution, building
many temples in different cities and last but not the least, cooperation with his
God brothers & other devotees and guiding them whenever require specially in
some panic situation. Cooperation is require otherwise it will also disintegrate
like gaudia math which srila prabhupada does not want to happen.
guru-śuśrūṣayā bhaktyā
sarva-labdhārpaṇena ca
saṅgena sādhu-bhaktānām
īśvarārādhanena ca
śraddhayā tat-kathāyāṁ ca
kīrtanair guṇa-karmaṇām
tat-pādāmburuha-dhyānāt
tal-liṅgekṣārhaṇādibhiḥ
One must accept the bona fide spiritual master and render service unto him with great devotion and
faith. Whatever one has in one’s possession should be offered to the spiritual master, and in the
association of saintly persons and devotees one should worship the Lord, hear the glories of the Lord
with faith, glorify the transcendental qualities and activities of the Lord, always meditate on the
Lord’s lotus feet, and worship the Deity of the Lord strictly according to the injunctions of
the śāstra and guru.
My dear srila prabhupada, A good grand disciple can only understand your mood & mission
and dedicate their everything in your service but I am so foolish and unfortunate that I am
not able to do so as it is. Please forgive me for all my offences committed to your lotus feet
and please bless that the tendency of offending pure vaishnava like you also goes away
from my heart.
My only desire is to please my spiritual master in any case without fail, then only lord will
be pleased (ysaya prasada bhagvat prasado…) and always be in association of devotees. if
you so desire please bless me so that I can always be in devotee association and please my
spiritual master.
Thank you so much srila prabhupada. All glories to you srila prabhupada!
Your insignificant servant
Rasa murti das
Simantdwip BACE (Lado sarai)